Hi. Thanks for readng my blog!

today i had tuiton =.= i feel super super bored of basically everything that has to do with pen and papers.at least binomial theorom was fun la...... NOT!!!!!!!!

might be going to hang with joseph later, him being in singapore and all. but cant really find other people~ dang band! lol.

so why does joel always feel lonely and always feel like he might have done something wrong? well because in primary school and sec 1-3, he was a loser with no real life and was pretty much awkward and friendless. in sec 4 he joined a very 'special' group of frens and got a sense of belonging and hence matured jus a lil. but the traumatisation of childishness haunts him sometimes. therefor in certain situations Joel is unusually awkward and cannot be as 'smooth' as some of the guys. for example wen jie. who until now i have not taken his number for some reason.

so yeap thats the story of my real loser life. so maybe ill talk abt my fren sheqal. in GP class he is my darling. in case u do not know. im not gay. nor am i bisexual. its just a for fun thing. o btw he is not gay either. so we r pretty tight. in rugby esp during training i recieve tonnes of help frm him. thats why i treasure him so. hes just this super cool guy whu u cud squeeze when u r feeling down. and if anyone hates him come and find me. ill give u someone new to hate =D

recently i started messaging her jus a lil bit. i think she kinda. gets the hint i care for her lots. i dunno. i dunno how im feeling. to tell u the truth i didnt even like her until people started suggesting. i dunno. i just am simply way too confused right now. she tells me shes stressed. i think im worse off. but thats life i guess. but i guess noone could ever love me. im just simply too annoying. like ezra! haha... good times good times....

so i guess this is it for now. stay cool ok? yes all of u =.= including jaz if u happen to be reading.
stay cool stay awesome and thanks for reading!