Saturday, August 29, 2009

Recently

You've been quiet recently, what's the matter, why?
Is it that something's making you unhappy?
I heard you've been lonely recently, a bit confused, a bit out of sorts
Yet I can't be at your side


What you want - I know, but I just can't give you my all
But what I can give you is not what you want


We aren't suitable for each other, but I don't want to admit loss
Many of the times we embraced each other, I felt like crying


Many times it's explained that these situations are just new beginnings
I feel that this is one of those times where it ended long ago


Don't want any more restrictions, don't want any more pain
Next time there'll be a better road of love~end~

hope u like it as much as i do. ill post as soon as ill get outta this weird time. cya guys

11:31 PM

Monday, August 24, 2009

I'm Tired~~~~of everything

kinda don care anymore. much like everything else

7:50 AM

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

She was right, its getting harder to trust myself.


had a realization today. have u watched the cullberg ballet? if u did, u remb the second show? yea its the guy who goes around screaming. what if i told u my life was like tht.

what if i said that even though i stick out physically, i blend in totally. what if i said my life really mirrored his from the needing just tht lil bit of attention to the corny jokes. well for all these what ifs, i already know ur answer.

thts why my life mirrors the ballet dancer. u dont care. noone does. its starting to seem funny now. hilarious in fact. but we all know tht it just suck. everything just fucking sucks. everything.

Love,
Your Friendly Neighbourhood AST badboy

7:37 AM

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

It all comes to nothing in the end

hi guys. sorry i haven posted in awhile. not tt it matters really. noone gives a shit. and i don blame anyone.

so some guy whoever it is ask me on my blog wether i like anling. well i dont. and the laughter i let out catches me by suprise. wonder why o.o anyway it doesnt matter anymore. it just doesnt. so for all u ppl who really wanna know who she is and wont rest till u find out who i like.u can screw off. or ill screw u.

the point of me not telling u who she is is not cos i want u to guess. its cos i wanna save myself the embarrasment and save myself the bullshit of avoiding ppl and stuff liddat. well i guess its too late now the precautions didnt work and my moment of excitement became my doom. we all know how feelings work out for me. i get the ah lian or get nothing. hell, im a simple man. why get nothing when u can get ah lians

so fuck the world and what it thinks of me. if i wanna fight ill fight. if i wanna sit back ill do. if i wanna bang ah lians then let me. because when life give u lemons. u make sweet lemonade. the problem is where to find the sugar.

so if u don like me, set time place and meet. if u like me then thanks=) and whatever, simply whatever u want me to change about myself. i wont. cos i hate ppl who want me to change.

till the next post. see ya.

Love,
Your Friendly Neighbourhood AST badboy

P.S. guess whot think i got jiap? jesslyn hahahaha.

6:36 AM

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