so more today. its pretty much ok. but she doesn't reply anymore, we used to be so close, i have no idea whats goin on with her. i think i shud have never tried even to get close i guess. its my own fault. my friends are really cool though, wish i had friends liddat earlier but i guess thats life. don't get me wrong secondary school frens! i love u all! well most of u.....

perhaps i didn't have frens liddat earlier cos i was immature... i will prolly nvr know. haha. its a pain having to see her and not know what is going on. i feel like bashing my head in sometimes because of that. no idea why. and im rambling i know. but to those who don't like it im sorry but its my blog=.=

am i overtly nice? i dont even like fighting with people. not even arguing when they wronged me. i just wanna forget it. take for example that day. Jas was totally out of line when i was climbing the stairs and she said" joel ur not climbing ur tumbling up the stairs" its not like she was jasmine or anling =.= i dont even remember her dang surname.... how could she say something liddat to a stranger?but i just let it go tho i felt like punching something.

don't get me wrong. im not a gentleman, lol im the opposite. talking about that i shud ask jasmine to stop helping me even if i ask. im feeling abit guilty abt that LOL. but shes a great friend. they ALL are. haha.

beenting looks great in grey contacts. hoped i emphasised myself enough to her. anling looks totally normalin short hair.... i dunno why i keep teasing her?maybe cos its like an instict and Jasmine looks much better in contacts! haha. maybe they will see this and be like o yea he told me. wen jie is really eccentric! but more of the kind that keeps u guessing instead of the kind that is wierd. yuan sheng is pretty cool except for the occassional bout of childishness. Vino is quiet, at least to me, but i think shes awesome. some people i cant mention simply because of the fact i don wanna play politics in our class to such a degree. but i do understand that my friends have very valid points and i respect that.

well i guess enough rambling haha. thanks for reading my first real post. thanks guys