happy birthday been ting!

ok now tht thts out of the way. i would firstly like to apologize abt the vulgarities ive been taggin. i wanna make sure that u guys understand im only this aggressive to ppl i don like. like some short ppl who have not grown any pubic hair even when their 17. but hey that explains alot.

so i just discovered or at least just been enlightened that im a people pleaser. i dont deny it. but i do wanna change. but it just seems wrong unless every1 is happy lol. i guess in the process of makin the world happy i made myself UNhappy. thts why it sux.

have PE tomorrow. what a drag. im so shagged. but i cant wait for training lol.

so wht happen today? well it was beentings birthday. one of the more important ones so far. got for her a nice anklet/bracelet thing. hope she likes it.... i dunno we dont talk much anymore. worried for her today. she went to visit a certain person who can really rake up the craziest feelings in her. would really loved to have been there to shield her but i guess she doesn't want it. i still dunno what happened. dont think i ever will lol.

jasmine is super stressed today over chem. dunno why. its ok just relax~ haha erm anling had a tummy ache which was really bad and had to go home. vino seemed tired and abit istant. maybe its her family thing.... hope shes alright.

dunno whats goin on with dian. she seems super tired. she even signed out today. could be just stress but i doubt so lol.

nothing much else happens in my life. i just simply feel that im pretty much alone and the only person thats with me in the dark picture is jasmine with her back facing me. she seems to be able to break through the fog but still i cant tell if she really sees me for who i am, cold, bitter, confused and raw from wounds.

yaya i know its emo. and to passerby and ezra.... go suck on a long long man pipe. its my blog and ill be emo if i wanna.

to ppl who always support me. i love u guys. u r simply the reason i live for. my life wudnt be complete without u guys.

so anyway stay awesome! and tag only if i know you and you dont irritate the life out of me =) thanks for reading!