HAhAHAHAHAHHAHAHA guess what happened friends and acquaintances! okok today i messaged her. i sent some pretty mushy stuff and was like being a stranger with u is like losing a sis or a part of myself. awww right? she just replied something totally out of point and ignored my super mushy comment =.=

so we messaged somemore till an abrupt stop. and she like started asking me if i needed to report to school tmrw. i was like, ok joel don get too close, short emotionless replies. then suddenly shes like, Joel are u ok? i was like woah o.o

then she was like ill get u some chocolates. then i was like triple woah o.o but then i thanked her but refused. then i was like FUCK!!! did i just fuck it up? (sorry ben ting) then suddenly it dawned upon me... i was extremely happy haha

so then i realised that i moved on! hahaha i don even care if she finds out that i liked her. hahahha. like wtf? so its a new joel now! no more caring about her anymore. no more loving her. tomorrow i give her the last present till her bday. no more caring for her. no more anythking. no more mr sensitive and no more mr nice guy

hahahahha watch out world here comes the new Joel!!!!

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