hey guys. first of all i wud like to apologize about the layout. i cant get it changed cos my old lay out is stored in my lappy which is as good as dead now. dang blue screen. but ill change it once its fixed ok?

well as u can see, todays topic is what i feel very strongly about. what people expect me to be.
right now, many ppl expect me to be things that are small parts of me but not really me.

All the pai kias expect me to be some fucking fit fighter who has girls wrapped around his lil finger. unfortunately im not fit nor do i have girls.... Jasmine's clique expect me to be some calm guy who is like funny at times and has very strong control of feelings and a good listener. Jihan expects me to be some guy whos in love with this weirdo. hahas perhaps that is the furthest from my real self

Rugby ppl expect me to be some fierce car. Trisha will prolly expect me to be the funniest guy now, cos of today.

now im not hating on u guys or anything, to be fair this are all the lil parts of me that i show u guys. and it varies depending on my mood and the ppl im talking to.

But i wud like to apologize if i dont live up to these expectations. i do love you guys so, but pai kias, sometimes im just not a fighter cos i really dont like hurting ppl in a position that is in a disadvataged position. gimme 5 against 2 any day, me being the 2 of course. and i don have many girls round me. they're all frens.

Jasmine's clique... i really dunno. i feel u guys want me to be something but i really dunno wht. perhaps maybe i do my best to be genuinely interested in u guys. but sometimes my feelings get in the way =( i cant be tht way all the time

Jihan... IM NOT IN LOVE!! lol =.=

Rugby, i do feel scared =.= and im not that big LOL

Trisha & gang. LOL im really quiet at times oso u know =.=

so in case u guys see me being something youre not really familiar with, well most likely thats just me in another form.

at times im funny, outgoing and spontaneous. at times, im the direct opposite, quiet, reluctant and speechless.

interested in why i got such drastic personalities? well its cos im naturally quiet. but after reading the game, at times im loud, and spontaneuos and worst of all, darn fucking funny. and pai kias raised me to never back down, thats why i stare at ppl with tattoos and shit. thats why at diff times im so damn diff.

well thts abt it. i really appreciate the fact u guys took the trouble to read. please tag ok?

most importantly, S-T-A-Y, stay awesome! wooo!